Cast a net on my emotions oh glorious one Help me catch these feelings that now overwhelm me I am drowning in a river of my own demise Setting aside all that I know to be the truth; your word Only to erect these false monuments of ideals that do not have foundation in the […]
Category: Pain
To fix a Broken Promise
Have mercy on me oh Lord, wash away my iniquity; let the angels that are assigned to me keep me from myself. may my will be surrendered to you and may only your word be made manifest in my life. I have sinned against you and I have walked away from my promise. Oh my […]
Why So Dramatic
My nights are short while my days are long and the reality of it all gagged by nothing more than a dream and hope that it will all pay off in the end. I refuse to receive any credit from the lenders for they are a Shylock to my story playing the principal antagonist. They stand […]
I Sin Twenty Times
A man with Quintessential attributes is man society dictates as being dramatic, for such a man hate is the accepted emotion expressed whenever he is to be received. “They” tear at him, doing their utmost best to peel him layer by layer to prove him a fraud. Waking up to a world where this man […]
WRITE IT > READ IT > RUN IT
Your lips provided an escape from the world. The words you spoke built both my confidence and spirit. Each time our lips touched I felt like time ceased to pass and I could freely express myself. In your embrace the worlds words did not get to me for you provided a coverage that only gladness was […]
Mumbled words
Dashed dreams , empty hope , failed anticipations and blanked out vision . All these spell out the story that has become what we are. This contrast takes shape flatly allowing our demise sink us while we are still alive. We are chocked by our ego for we allow the depreciating currency of the worlds […]
Sold Out
I looked at this for a long time and it became more evident that I am nothing but a tool to you. I have become the sole object of your satisfaction. I am the puppet and you my puppeteer. You run my day by simply pulling on the right strings, my confidence is gone as […]
Who Can Stay
Is love’s protection not guaranteed in the contract of loving? It is amazing that we can claim to love but yet expose the weakness of the one we swear we have affinity for? Is Love tentative, or provisional? I truly find myself lost in the complexity of this. One Man says that he would die for […]
IF EVER
What’s the point of having a shared dream with someone if your reality is so distant ? What’s the point of having company if you still feel very alone? What’s the point of being in love if you feel neglected ? What’s the point of being patient with another if all they do is judge […]
Reset
I sinned, I faltered, I have dishonored God and I have done a great evil to my fellow man . I make excuses to cover my actions, I do my best to rationalize my inactions but with the ticking of the Clock all I have come to realize is this “I have not been […]
